Interview

Michelle Kambasha: Curating Black Alternative Music on 'Black Radical'

Michelle Kambasha is a music publicist, journalist, public speaker and educator. Her work primarily focuses on the intersection of Black representation in alternative music spaces. As a publicist, she worked at Secretly Group and Satellite414 covering acts like Sharon Van Etten, Bon Iver, William Eggleston, Lonnie Holley, Jamila Woods, Moses Sumney, Dave, Amber Mark and more.

She also frequently writes for major publications such as the Guardian, The Telegraph, The Independent and frequently hosts industry focused talks on panels alongside running her PR company, KP Communications (where she works with Kara Jackson, Jamila Woods, Aja Monet, Madison McFerrin) as well as organisations like The Black Curriculum.

Michelle launched “Black Radical” (a new substack newsletter that will exclusively feature black artists that perform in alternative and/or less mainstream music genres e.g. post punk, singer-songwriter, indie, jazz, guitars, rock, experimental etc.) in early July.

"Black Radical" subscribers already include top music journalists, independent and major label figures, booking agents, sync executives, and music fans. Artists of any experience, age, gender, and level are welcome, and coverage isn’t beholden to upcoming release schedules.


How did you start your career in music?

I started my career properly as a junior music publicist at Secretly Group (Dead Oceans, Jagjawar and Secretly Canadian). It was a very exciting time to be working at the company; they had a small team, dedicated to establishing the label in the UK and Europe. The staff was  experienced and came from different music backgrounds. Being only 21 at the time, I was really lucky to work with people who were willing to help guide me. 

At the time, the label was known for working with artists that were firmly in the US indie-rock tradition, such as the War on Drugs, Bon Iver, Black Mountain, Sharon Van Etten and more. In the years that I worked at the company, the label progressed to being much more diverse - both in its roster and its workforce. It meant that I had the privilege of working with artists of the global majority like Jamila Woods, Moses Sumney, Japanese Breakfast, Lonnie Holley and Durand Jones. It was clear that there were higher-ups in the organisation that were making a concerted effort to stay true to themselves and evolve while doing so. It’s an ethos that I’ve taken with me and embedded more radically to my own working practices. 

What inspired you to create the black radical newsletter? 

It was a combination of things. Over the last year, I began to renegotiate what I wanted my participation in the music industry to look like. I’d spent many years as a publicist, with a few other things tacked on, but I felt I needed to be re-energised in a different way, that combined my expertise and my values. I did a personal audit and my interests and passions began to reveal themselves. The key question became: how do I create a simple project that combines my work as a publicist/writer with my love of Black alternative and radical traditions within music? Many ideas floated, then suddenly the idea for this newsletter came to me. Over the last five or so years, there’s been a re-emergence of Black alternative musicians in the indie mainstream (we have always been there), which I’ve found encouraging. But I’ve often found it frustrating that some writers struggled to tackle the racial question in a nuanced way or reduced stories to ones merely about race, when it isn’t called for. 

Article by Michelle Kambasha at the Guardian | Jun 2022

Oftentimes Black musicians have to offer up their identities on a platter, only for it to be reduced to racialised headlines and questions that had nothing to do with their music. That, or they’ve mishandled the questions that were about race. Beyond articles, I’ve seen this in action as a publicist working for Black alternative artists. 

At the same time, I was reading the work of different poets, journalists, artists and theorists who tackled the questions of Black alternative existence: Saidiya Hartman, Kodwo Eshun, Neil Kulkarni, Craig Jenkins, Hanif Abduraqqib, Dele Fadele, Greg Tate, Hilton Als, Amiri Baraka, Toni Morrison, James Baldwin, June Jordan, Christina Sharpe, Julie Dash, folk of the Black Arts Movement, Horace Ove, Stephanie Phillips, John Akomfrah and the Black Audio Film Collective and many many more - this is where the radical element of the newsletter comes into play.

I am also concerned with Black publications that don’t highlight the work of Black alternative musicians. While they may not have the influence of white media, I believe they have a responsibility in showing all of us. This isn’t a new struggle - even when there were more Black titles, there is a long tradition of them not covering key aspects of Black music tradition, be it jazz, blues and electronic music. 

Was there a particular event or realisation that made you feel the need to create a dedicated platform for showcasing black artists in alternative music genres?

Along with some of what I’ve mentioned already, I was particularly catalysed by how Black Music Month was covered by major organisations like Apple, NPR, Grammy.com and many more. There was a keen focus on Black music of the R&B and hip-hop tradition, but nothing about our place in genres like rock, punk, alternative and (maybe most shockingly) electronic music and jazz.

Omitting our presence further erodes the public perception that we weren’t/aren’t present in this space, when quote the opposite is true. It felt like a huge oversight and missed opportunity. More generally, It’s the same publications and organisations that commission one-off articles about the reclamation of Black people in these spaces, but elsewhere continue to categorise us as being ‘just one thing’. There has been no real commitment. The newsletter just feels like a very small way of re-addressing this issue. 

oreglo - Not Real People (Full EP) on Brownswood Recordings YouTube Channel

How do you find and select artists and what criteria do they have to meet?

Simply, it's music that I like, whether that comes from something that I've organically found, a PR has sent to me and they think that I might like or something that a friend or another peer has sent to me because they think that it might be up my street. I take submissions from anyone, whether it's formal or informal. In terms of the criteria, the artists have to be black or they have to be a member of a group that might have other white members in it. I'm quite a conversationalist so they have to be artists that are really interested in getting into the weeds of their kind of creative process and their influences.

The main agenda is to be excited about the music that I'm covering. I am also making sure that it is for the sake of the music. Nothing is going to be brought in to it. It’s not about a specific album timeline or anything like that. One of the great things about doing something like this is that I don't have to align with editorial policies - e.g, to work towards a word count or pick up and on a specific agenda, something that's topical. That's not really the point of this newsletter. I’m hoping that people come on that journey with me.

What do you hope readers and subscribers take away from the newsletter? 

My hope is that readers are left with a more holistic view of Black music and a deeper understanding of what it takes to make their music and art - one that lives within or goes beyond their racial identities. It might be the case that these artists don’t talk about race at all, since it may not be a central focus of the music they put it out. 

Introducing people to new ways of seeing how music works with other artistic disciplines like film, art and poetry and radical thought is also going to be a big focus. I also want people to just discover new music that they might be interested in - and by new, I mean new to them (and me!). The newsletter won’t be beholden to just new bands or new releases - it’ll also work like the Wayback machine. 

What impact are you aiming to achieve within the music community?

My aim is to purely platform the art of what I call the Black Alternative (which is inclusive of more than just music) and hope that in some small and humble way, we begin to make a more sustained and solid effort to change how we discuss Black alternative music. I also want Black people to know and internalise the breadth of what Black music is. I love the work that the likes of Skepta are doing to introduce Black people to Black electronic music roots. There needs to be an understanding that music genres that appear to be predominantly performed by white people is, more often than not, Black music. I’m also really keen to partner up with other initiatives that are sympathetic to this work.


If you’re an artist that fits the remit, or knows artists that do, please email michelle kambasha on blkradicals@gmail.com

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NikNak: the Turntablist Embracing Afrofuturism and Blade Runner-Inspired Soundscapes

Photo credit: Emilly Obeng

NikNak, a musical polymath excelling in composing, sound design, DJing, and turntablism, made history in 2020 as the first Black turntablist to receive the prestigious Oram Award. Known for her albums, remixes, and performances, she has gained worldwide recognition and praise from DJ Mag, Clash, The Wire, and Resident Advisor. Her debut album Bashi received critical acclaim, and her fourth studio album, Ireti is available now on Matthew Herbert’s Accidental Records.

Ireti embraces Afrofuturism and explores the intersection of humanity and technology. Inspired by films and video games like Blade Runner and Cyberpunk 2077, it tells a dystopian story about reclaiming humanity from machines. “If there was a Black Blade Runner, this would be the soundtrack,” says NikNak.

The album features collaborations with Agaama, Cassie Kinoshi, Chisara Agor, Grifton Forbes-Amos, and SlowPitchSound, blending turntablism, experimental synthesis, haunting vocals, and dynamic electronic elements. It spans genres like jazz, jungle, experimental, and trip-hop.

Tracks like "This Pile Of Rubble is More Human" and "12000 RPM" depict urban chaos and high-octane action. “I wanted to create the sound of the world collapsing,” NikNak explains, using manipulated fireworks sounds to evoke a war-like atmosphere. "You Were Supposed To Be Good" features Grifton Forbes-Amos and Cassie Kinoshi on horns and saxophone, enhancing the track’s impact.

NikNak is touring the UK and Europe throughout spring and summer to celebrate the album's release.

Your new album, "Ireti," delves into Afrofuturism and explores the intersection of humanity and technology. Can you tell us more about how this concept influenced your creative process?

In one way it was from seeing a growing increase in AI availability and how it’s been clashing with artists, resulting in works being stolen or manipulated, and even in some cases big organizations choosing it as an option instead of paying artists. In another way, it was from being surrounded by the ways we’ve seen it be depicted in media thus far but without much Black representation - Blade Runner for example. 

Your music is known for its fusion of turntablism, experimental synthesis, vocals, and electronic elements. For those unfamiliar with turntablism, could you explain what it is and how you first got involved with it?

Turntablism is a term originally coined by DJ Babu where a turntable is being used to creatively manipulate sounds into melodies and rhythms. It’s more commonly associated with hiphop where people would scratch onto a hiphop beat, but it’s also known in more experimental and avant garde styles of music too. I first got involved with it during my undergraduate studies in Leicester via a really engaging lecture from Dr. Sophy Smith, but also through working in a bar and watching DJs scratch funk and hiphop tracks every Friday night. It was a particularly important time and everything kind of fell into place because I was learning how two seemingly different groups of people use the same tech to create/play music with. 

How has your approach to turntablism evolved over the years, and in what ways has it influenced the production and storytelling in your latest album, "Ireti"?

Getting rid of the imposter syndrome for one has been a massive impact, and realizing that I don’t have to be locked into a specific genre or style to do it too. I love playing with the traditional scratch samples everyone is somewhat familiar with if the idea calls for it at the moment, but I equally love playing with everyday sounds too. That doesn’t make me any more or less of a turntablist, I just have my own approach; the same way that if you give the exact same guitar to Jimi Hendrix and Eric Clapton for example, you’ll get two entirely different sounds. Over the years, I’d say my sound has grown in its confidence as I’ve grown confident in my ideas and ways I want to express and share them, hence the creations of Ireti, Sankofa and other projects. 

What drew you to explore and fuse Afrofuturism in your music?

I’m a nerd and it’s taken me a long time to learn about other Black nerds who create worlds in their own ways too, whether it’s on purpose or spontaneous. The fact that there are authors, scholars, comic book artists and more that are actively trying to contribute to diversifying these worlds in myriads of ways is really important to me, especially as I didn't see much of it growing up. My sources of representation in these worlds was primarily Storm from the X-men… and while later in life, I can say there are artists like Erykah Badu and Sun Ra who have these elements in their music, I didn’t know what the vocabulary was until much later in life, and that’s the problem. I guess what drew me to it is the sense of finally having a language or term that encompasses a chunk of the things I’m passionate and excited about, that also means that I don’t have to shrink in some way to fit into it either. I wouldn’t necessarily say it’s a “fusion of Afrofuturism with my music”, but instead it’s a realization that I can tell stories and/or ask questions within the realm of Afrofuturism, with genuine interest and without trying to be something I’m not. 

What's your top advice for young people wanting to become music producers/singer-songwriters etc.

Make what you want to make. There’s no point in trying to emulate sounds that don’t resonate for you for the sake of it being popular or wanting to go viral. That in itself means it’ll be somewhat soulless with a mandate of wanting to fit in. What if you don’t want to do that? Play with sounds and ideas, and see what happens after the fact. You’ll be surprised with how much you’ve changed as you grow and mature - so will your sounds and ideas. Don’t lose sight of that, or the fact that at the end of the day, we’re all just messing around with sounds and noises. 

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Emerging Artist AVR Delves into Philip Glass Rework, MUGLER Collaboration, and Debut Album 'Salvation'

AVR (Anna von Raison) is a polymath who blends art, music, innovation, and tradition. Her work is influenced by diverse references like Philip Glass, Grimes, Stevie Wonder, and Bernini sculptures. Frustrated with the routine of academic jazz piano studies, AVR began producing music that captures the feeling-everything-all-the-time internet era.

AVR has scored films for brands like Louis Vuitton and Dior and worked as a studio pianist and producer for artists such as Charlotte Gainsbourg, Tusks, Soundwalk Collective, and Franny London. AVR also consults and performs in fine arts contexts, including Gropius Bau Berlin and the National Gallery, and serves as a music curator for events like Berlin’s ‘Long Night of Museums.’ Her song ‘Under The Sand’ features on the soundtrack of the US movie ‘After Everything.’

Her release, 'Etude No.2,' a rework of Philip Glass, came out on Glass' label with an immersive video collaboration with MUGLER. Supported by BBC stations and publications like CLASH, Rolling Stone, The Fader, and i-D, AVR's music gained international attention from the start. She has performed at notable venues like Berlin’s Philharmonie, Notting Hill Arts Club in London, and Baby’s All Right in New York.

AVR’s debut album ‘Salvation,’ released on June 7, reflects a softer, warmer sound, integrating her jazz and neo-soul influences. Independently published and four years in the making, it features guest soloists Viktor Wolf and Sylvia Hlynsdottir. The album, the final part of a trilogy, marks AVR’s evolution as a solo artist.

Describing her creative process, AVR says: ‘I love collaging and clashing musical bits that typically don’t live in the same world - I am looking for that new sound, seeking innovation but also romance. I try to avoid the dangerous temptations of musical training. Working from instinct, I give the subconscious free reign, into an ecstatic flow. For me, making music is like scoring the movies in my head.’

On ‘Salvation’, this approach results in hazy ambient journeys combining jazzy choirs,cinematic strings, Motown bass, trip hop drums, and bright vocals. Tame Impala-stylesynth solos appear, while experimental bits of sound toy with the warm breeze.

 "Salvation" is the final act of a trilogy. What’s the inspiration behind it? How does it connect with your previous EPs "Vibration" and "Hallucination"?

Salvation is the last part of trilogy that started with EP1 Hallucination and EP2 Vibration. This trilogy for me is part of my transition of mainly working behind the scenes as studio pianist, producer and composer for other artists, brands or film. Musically it’s the genesis of AVR as a solo artist in the sense that those 3 acts each represent part of my musical selves. Hallucination works with a lot of classical piano fragments, some that I composed, then one of Claude Debussy. Vibration, my second EP, is much more beat focused and has generally a darker synth-, more distorted and rebellious vibe. Salvation is the warm rain, the liberation, the letting go. There’s a lot of warmth and jazzy, souly references. I intended it a bit as a musical retreat. We live in such a complicated time and I still want to believe in the power of music to unite and remind us of our shared humanity. But I feel if we dont retreat from time to time you lose the energy to stay political and hopeful.

Can you share more about the process of collaborating with Philip Glass' label and French fashion house MUGLER?

I have been a big admirer of Glass’ works for a long time, and always loved Beck’s rework on a rework-only-album from 2012. At one point I just started to play around in Logic with the Piano Etude No.2 and once finished showed it to director Alex de Brabant who felt immediately inspired to do a video. We requested a wardrobe collaboration with Mugler and somehow our moodboard for the video convinced them to send a beautiful selection of pieces for me to wear in the video from Paris. After having put all the work in the music and a lot of money and time in the video I realized: We cant release any of it without a permission. I had absolutely forgotten about this legal situation since Philip Glass is a living composer. Extremely stressed about that I reached out to his publisher and we had to wait for months and months until we got the relieving news. In the end they would not only allow for both video and rework to be released but also asked me if I could see myself releasing my rework on Glass’ label Orange Mountain Music, which was more than I could have ever dreamt of.

How has your involvement with luxury brands like Louis Vuitton and Dior impacted your career/creative process?

Actually all my brand collaborations came directly through the directors, who were friends of friends or who heard of me through someone. I think big brand names can in some circles maybe give you ‘credibility’ in terms of what professional level you are able to deliver and if you can work in sometimes difficult circumstances. Often there are agencies involved, which means a lot of people with all kinds of musical taste are giving opinions and having to navigate that to get to a final result that everyone is at least ‘ok’ with can be hard. I also have quite conflicting feelings about big brands when thinking about our current environmental crisis, let alone workers’ conditions, and myself mainly wearing vintage clothes.

You’ve been a mentor for programs like ‘Girls Who Listen’ and ‘Keychange’. What’s your top advice for people wanting to become music producers/singer-songwriters etc.

I think essentially making music is translating, channeling emotions. And the better you are able to navigate the tools - like voice, instruments, DAW - the better, more precise and more personal that translation will be. So for that I think its important to just aspire to get better and know as much as possible/needed for what you want to express. Ultimately it just saves you from having to beg producers, mixers for their spare time and empowers you to work as much as possible autonomously. It’s sometimes a lonely process for me as I do it almost all on my own but it also allows for the maximum freedom. There are amazing initiatives, such as yours, out there to connect and share knowledge in safe spaces.

AVR | Photo by Alex de Brabant

Who are some of your biggest artistic influences and how have they shaped your work?

I think the reason I wanted to become a professional musician and study piano was a concert of Herbie Hancock as a teen. The feeling I had there was like nothing I had ever felt, so ecstatic and so good. Pretty much at the same time I was deep into the song books of Joni Mitchell and Marvin Gaye whilst having weekly classical piano lessons aspiring for the chords of Ravel. In general I am drawn to musical risk takers who dont become avant-garde-only, but still manage to be understood and appreciated by larger audiences. Be it Stravinsky, Thelonious Monk, Tyler The Creator, M.I.A., Björk. I like combining musical elements that dont naturally live in the same world together as I am always looking for that new sound, for innovation, but also for romance. And the romance part can oftentimes be in a hopefully timeless melody or the lyrics for me.

What's your favorite/least favorite thing about making music?

My favorite thing is starting new drafts, that fresh and exciting energy. Or moments in the studio, when creating with other people when you just sit there and feel the exact same high about something. The hardest are the last 10% of editing when it gets so incredibly tedious. And then there is the reality of being a musician in the time of social media. My main platform is instagram for communication and, like for most people, it creates a lot of anxiety and stress for me. I was also never an artist longing to see my face everywhere, I would prefer to let my music speak.

What's the weirdest inspiration you've drawn for a song?

It’s not really weird at all, but my favorite fine artist is Jenny Holzer who works with language a lot, which speaks to me deeply. My song SKIN uses her words/verses entirely.

3 things you can't live without in your bag

Its 2 for me: Heaphones & lip balm :)

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Artist Spotlight: Cosha

Born in Indiana and raised in Ireland, Cosha grew up surrounded by music. Her father was a drummer, her mother a singer, and her older brother introduced her to the UK's underground scenes. “I liked performing from a really young age,” Cosha recalls. She began writing music at nine, encouraged by her godmother. Cosha honed her songwriting skills, touring Dublin's pubs as a teen before moving to London, where she immersed herself in electronic and dance music.

Cosha is no stranger to the music industry. The singer-songwriter-producer has toured the world playing festivals from Coachella to Primavera to Glastonbury, collaborated with the likes of Shygirl, Coby Sey and Koreless and lent her pop pen to artists such as Charli XCX and Mura Masa, as well as releasing her critically-acclaimed debut solo record Mt. Pleasant in 2021, produced with Rostam Batmangalij (Solange, Frank Ocean) and Emile Haynie (SZA, Lana Del Rey, FKA Twigs).

In the worlds of fashion and art, she’s soundtracked two Sinead O'Dwyer shows at London Fashion Week, and been synced by Dior and Victoria’s Secret. She’s had featured write ups in the likes of Vogue, i-D, Interlope Magazine, The Guardian, Billboard, Dazed, Crack, Schön and The Sunday Times, while also collecting co-signs from Bjork, Arca, Clairo and Mary Anne Hobbs. “Cosha paints a picture characterised as much by unflinching vulnerability as by soulful optimism, with the rawness of the emotional insights it provides accentuated by the potent frankness of her voice” - i-D 

Her new EP, MurMurs, explores grief and renewal, with tracks like ‘Fire Me Up’ and ‘Sun Back’ capturing her emotional journey and blending vulnerability with optimism. Throughout the project, nature imagery grounds the listener, offering a therapeutic experience. “I like making music to put a call out into the world,” says Cosha, hoping her work can be a source of comfort and connection for others.

Can you tell us more about the inspiration behind your latest project "MurMurs"?

So "MurMurs" was kind of like my little chrysalis moment where I was in my shell trying to work through a shift in atmosphere, to mould into the new person that would be and eventually come out of that shell as a butterfly, which is where I am right now.

When I was making MurMurs, I was very much in that cocoon, trying to work through a lot of big changes. For anyone who's going through some big changes, or just in general, maybe life is a bit tricky, and you need some motivation, these songs may resonate with you. This was me trying to motivate myself and realize how beautiful life can be and spread that message.

Were there any memorable moments during the recording process?

I started the beat for Fire Me Up on the plane from London to LA, I had to just left my partner and the home we built together & I was subletting from a friend while I worked things out. I went to Joshua tree with two friends/ producers to make some music. We started looking at Fire Me Up, but the breakup was still so raw & I kept choking up trying to sing the lyrics (eventually I got a full take out & that’s the one on the record) - but the boys were so tender & caring with me, they consoled me and supported me through the day and then make us all a bbq :)

In recent years, you've undergone significant personal and artistic transformations, including leaving behind your major record label and management. How have these changes influenced your approach to creating music?

It really meant that for the first time since I started making music, I had absolutely no safety net. Absolutely no team. It was just me. I've done this whole project self managed, self funded, self promoted, did all the creative direction etc which was very scary when I first was looking at it, trying to figure out how I would get it done. But now that I'm at the other side of it, I'm really proud of what I made. It's been really important for me to see the boundlessness of my tenacity, to see how I can show up for myself. It's really important for me now even just in my career, but as a person growing in life. It's been nice to know that anything is possible. You can get through anything. They'll always be light at the end of the tunnel.

Could you tell us about your approach to songwriting?

I like making music while I’m travelling, on planes or trains ect. I like that there’s no Wi-Fi distraction & there’s an end point. I usually start ideas on GarageBand then transfer them into ableton. Making beats on my phone in GarageBand just feels like a game and is more fun for me, I want making music to stay fun even though it’s my job.

What's your favorite/least favorite thing about making music?

Least favourite- Mixing. I worked with fantastic mix engineers who made the process as good as it could be but it just kills the music for me a little having to listen to it with a mix ear in mind.

Favourite- getting into that unconscious free space where things just flow out of you uninterrupted, like you almost black out for a moment and go somewhere else, it’s so relaxing & satisfying when you can get there.

Describe your morning routine

I do a 10 minute gratitude meditation, a 5 minute stretch with a hot water and lemon. Then I cycle to the gym, workout, quick sauna, a cold shower & sing in the shower.

Your top advice for young people wanting to become singer-songwriters.

Stay silly when you’re writing - try not to think about wether something is good or not, save the nit picking for later down the line & just enjoy the expression. If you’re releasing your own music - your opinion is the most important one, if you love it & your excited by it, then that’s all the matters!

3 artists you’re listening to right now 

Cartola. Björk. Cindy Lee

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Artist Spotlight: MËSTIZA

Spanish DJ/producer duo MËSTIZA have created a fusion sound that blends electronic music and the origins of Flamenco with African, Arabic, and Latin rhythms.

After more than 10 years of DJing separately, they decided to join forces to explore their roots and create a new experience for their audience through their own branded event named SACRO - where live musicians and professional dancers join them on stage.

Their debut album, QUËRELES was released a few months ago under their own record label Sacro Music. ‘QUËRELES’ is a harmonious fusion of flamenco roots and sophisticated electronics.

The duo collaborated with flamenco and roots artists Reyes Carrasco on the track ‘ESTRELLA,’ Argentina on ‘LÁGRIMAS,’ Chambao on ‘MIS OJOS,’ and emerging talent Jose del Curro on ‘SOLEÁ DE LAS CAVILACIONES.’ Additionally, they join forces with Aaron Sevilla for the track ‘EL FLAMENCO.’

Your debut album 'QUËRELES' features collaborations with traditional flamenco vocalists as well as avant-garde electronic music artists. Can you share some insights into the creative process?

We are very proud to have collaborated with all the artists that appear on the album. They have given us musical ideas outside the context of electronic music production and that gives a lot of meaning to an album that talks about fusion. In the process, we have worked with them on different flamenco concepts adapted to our style and this has been the best part of the musical creative process of the album.

How did the idea of fusing electronic music with traditional Flamenco elements come about?

Traditional Spanish music is in itself a fusion of different cultures, for example Hindu and Arabic. That is why, when we were inspired by flamenco, we had to take into account the idea of ​​the fusion of music from the beginning.

If you had to create a mixtape that represents MËSTIZA's musical journey so far, which three tracks from 'QUËRELES' would be essential?

Compañera: This song is a representation of our relationship. It’s about friendship and sorority between women, and that has been the basis of our project.

Soleá de las cavilaciones: We loved the creative process of this song, and we collaborated with a great flamenco artist, José del Curro.

La tarara: The lyrics are from a very old Spanish children's song that our grandmothers sang and that we remember with great affection.

Can you share a source of inspiration that played a role in making music?

For us, a creative moment can occur in any circumstance, but above all we are inspired by cinema, fashion, listening to music or going to art exhibitions. Depending on the project we look for more references in one area or another, but we certainly believe that it is very important to leave the comfort zone and find other artistic worlds to do something original.

Your visual presentation is striking. Does fashion play a role in MËSTIZA's identity?

From the beginning of the project we knew that not only music was important, we wanted to create a project that offered something more than music, so we turned to our background in fashion based on the references of our folklore but reinterpreting it today.

How do you stay grounded and focused on your music on a challenging day? 

Normally we wake up in a hotel and we usually work or have meetings with our team, then we usually work on music production and in the afternoon we train but we used to have time to visit the city.

There is an incredible and mysterious force on the stage that pushes you to do your best. We have sometimes been sick or simply had a bad day, but when we go out to the booth, we have become other people. Being an artist is a very big responsibility that you have to deal with to always give the best show to your audience.

When you're doing what you love, how do you feel inside?

There is always a moment, especially when we are DJing, when we realize how much people enjoy our music, and that moment is what gives meaning to everything we do, and we feel proud of ourselves. We have been working in the industry for more than ten years, and it has taken us a lot of effort to get to where we are, but just for these moments where you realize that you make people happy, it is all worth it.

Finally, do you have any advice for young people wanting to become music producers/DJs?

Have an identity, be consistent daily and believe a lot in yourself.

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Up Next: Britney Manson

Photo Credit: Milena Zara

Multi-talented artist, model, influencer, and provocateur, Britney Manson began her music career in 2021 with the release of several singles, including collaborations with Bill Kaulitz (Tokio Hotel) and Tubegirl.

As a trans model and influencer, Britney earned opportunities on prestigious runways, including Paris and Berlin Fashion Week, and campaigns with Italian fashion houses Valentino and Etro. Britney has a rapidly growing fanbase boasting 2.5M followers on TikTok and over 4M monthly Spotify listeners.

Britney Manson, has released her latest single ‘American Dream,’ which will be accompanied by her first-ever music video (out April 19). The single follows her viral hit ‘FASHION,’ which to date has garnered over 120M streams globally.

Drawing from her own experiences and aspirations, ‘American Dream’ channels the relentless pursuit of success. Reflecting on her journey, Britney explained: “I want to be the most mainstream from the underground artists and most underground from the mainstream ones, that’s Britney fucking Manson!”

What’s the story behind your latest single ‘American Dream’?

This song is all about the dreams of being successful! It’s all about being unstoppable, “do or die” when it comes to your goals. I wanted to create the whole song as if it was a crazy insomnia, telling you “hold me…what you are waiting for? You can get me, but you need to work so hard! I am your dream!

‘American Dream’ nods to the sounds of the late 2000s and early 2010s. Aside from Britney Spears's 'Blackout' album what are 3 things that inspire you from that era?

At first, the one and only, Tokio Hotel- Humanoid album. It’s so underrated, but it’s one of my top-3 albums so far, even the best one. Up next is “Born This Way” album by Lady Gaga, it has a crazy influence on me as an artist. Kazaky, Far East Movement, Robyn, Will.i.am, Nicola Formichetti, Gareth Pugh…there’s a lot of inspiration! Early 2010s are so underrated, so lemme bring it back xx 

You’ve walked prestigious runways and worked with top fashion houses. How does your experience in the fashion world influence your approach to music and performance?

I’m addicted to the fashion industry since I can remember myself. I mean it’s not only about the clothes- it’s a different world, and you can be whatever you want, just create your own outfit and put some glitter on! I’d like to describe my music as a fashion core- I want to bring all the fashion energy into the music world. 

If you were to send a message to new fans to know you and your music better, what would that message be?

At first- thank you for listening, and welcome to my world! And Up next-Please read my lyrics, they’re so meaningful! Read every single word, it’s there for a reason.

A moment in your career that had the most impact on your work.

The morning when I was reached by Billboard and had a Vogue article. I’ll never forget this day.

What is your most valuable piece of advice for new artists?


 Stay on your side. Do what YOU want, the time will come!

3 women who inspire you

Lady Gaga, Britney Spears, Natasha Poly

What would a dream music collaboration be?

Lady Gaga and Tokio Hotel. 

3 things you can't live without in your bag

My lipgloss, cigarettes and AirPods 

What's one genre or style of music you haven't explored yet but would love to experiment with in the future?

Unpopular fact, but I’m listening to rock music during my whole life! Green Day, Linkin Park, Blind Channel, Evanescence, Quantic…it’s so unexpected, ikr :) not sure I’d like to switch my genre to rock only, but I’d love to try at least once!


Listen to American Dream

Britney Manson in social media: TikTok & Instagram

Website: https://britneymanson.com

Music Insider: Linda Walker

Linda Walker is a music industry executive with a commitment to integrity and a passion for nurturing talent. She is known for her success in forming partnerships with top artists such as Ed Sheeran, Coldplay, and Dua Lipa.

Linda’s adept communication and stakeholder engagement have facilitated collaborations with major digital music platforms like Apple, Spotify, YouTube, TikTok and Amazon, driving successful campaigns worldwide.

She has been recognized as a prominent advocate for Women in the Music Industry, earning her a place in Music Week's Women in Music, Roll of Honour in 2020.

How did you get your start in music?

I used to spend all my spare time (and money!) in a local Indie Record Store. They got so used to me being in there, one day they offered me a job. I was working in a law office at the time, but I handed my notice in that same day, started in the record store the following week, and absolutely loved my job from day one. Through working in the store, I met many sales reps that worked for the record labels, and I basically drove them all crazy by asking them to get me a job! Eventually, through continually plugging away, I got an interview at Warner Music to be part of their sales team. I really thought I had messed up the interview, but I got the job and never looked back.

Your career has been marked by successful partnerships with globally renowned artists like Ed Sheeran, Coldplay, and Dua Lipa. Can you share some key strategies you’ve employed to cultivate these creative commercial partnerships? 

Partnership is the keyword when you are working on campaigns such as these. Great relationships and a clear understanding of how your commercial partners work is essential to building a strong, commercially, and creatively impactful partnership. The starting point for me has always been to dig into the key objectives for a project from the artist, management and label’s perspective, and then to build a commercial strategy and partnership plan that achieves these objectives. With huge global artists like Ed, Coldplay and Dua, you must approach everything you do with a global mindset, building plans that are truly global in their ambition and reach.

Can you provide insights into how you approach and build strong relationships in the music industry - e.g. with stakeholders or music companies?

Relationships are a two-way thing and need to be nurtured, so be an active listener and remember, if you are building anything, you must keep coming back to it. I also think it’s important to be your true self, people will respect you for that and will generally see through you if you put on an act.

As a leader in transforming a music business into a predominantly digital operation, what challenges did you face, and how did you overcome them?

I remember when as a business, we first started speaking about digital music platforms, there was a slightly reluctant and fearful attitude towards the change. I always felt that we just needed to embrace the change and actively look for the positive impact it would have on our business. I jumped at the chance to work with iTunes when they first launched a store in the UK, as it just felt so exciting to be involved with something new and future facing. My point is, embrace the change!

What advice would you give to independent artists or smaller labels looking to optimize their strategies for a successful music release?

I don’t think there has ever been a better time to be an independent artist or label. You now have the tools to do so much for yourselves and you understand your audience better than anyone. There is an overwhelming amount of music released onto streaming platforms every single day, and it’s hard to get cut through, however, I would say focus your energy on what you can control, rather than what you can’t. Actively help your audience to find your music, they are your audience and your fans, not the streaming platforms’ so build that fan relationship and allow them to be part of your journey. This relationship goes beyond just streaming consumption so build a commercial strategy that encompasses all the elements that speaks to your audience.

What are some key trends or changes you currently observe in the music industry? - e.g. AI or anything else?

Well, leading on from the previous question, there is certainly an exciting time ahead for the independent sector. My old school record store self is delighted to see how well vinyl is doing and to see the indie retail sector so strong. AI is here to stay and will continually evolve, so as an industry, we need to grow with it, embrace the change and not be scared. There are going to be positive impacts, as well as negative, so the industry needs to pull together to harness the positives and work with legislators to protect against the negatives.

In your journey, how have you effectively balanced the creative aspects of the music industry with the necessary business acumen? 

Creativity is at the heart of the music industry, and I hope that never changes! Having a clear commercial strategy that delivers on short, mid and long-term goals, can easily weave together creative ideas alongside business ambition. One is not exclusive of the other.

What tips can you share with aspiring professionals to strike a harmonious balance between artistic vision and commercial success?

Understand what success means to you, it’s actually quite an individual thing to measure. Understanding this helps you to map out the steps needed to achieve your goals and how your artistry feeds into these plans. You should always remember why you do what you do and be your authentic self. Your passion, authenticity and purpose will drive you forward.

Tips on finding your first music job?

Work hard on building out your network and never be afraid to reach out to people who you find interesting and whom you think you could learn from. I can’t tell you how many people that I’ve never met before, have agreed to jump on a call or meet me for a coffee. The worst that can happen is that they don’t reply or say no, but you’ll probably be surprised by how many people will say yes. Also, don’t shut yourself off to one specific type of role, learn as much as you can about the industry (from your newly formed network) as there may be roles that you didn’t even know existed that spark your interest.

Tips for anyone who wants to get into your industry

Learn as much as you can about how the industry works. You have many resources available to you, so use them. And remember, music is a broad industry so don’t be afraid to explore all options.

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Artist Spotlight: Kelly Moran

Kelly Moran, shot by Brandon Bowen

New York-based composer and producer Kelly Moran has spent the past decade challenging traditional piano conventions with an experimental approach.

Moran has collaborated with artists such as Oneohtrix Point Never and FKA Twigs, composing for classical musician Margaret Leng Tan and working with contemporaries like Kelsey Lu and Yves Tumor. Her solo albums, "Bloodroot" and "Ultraviolet," have explored extended piano techniques and received critical acclaim across various genres.

Her upcoming album, "Moves in the Field," moves away from prepared piano techniques and instead focuses on a more experimental use of the instrument, similar to her previous work on "Ultraviolet."

The inspiration for "Moves in the Field" originated from Moran's experience composing a piano duet with Missy Mazzoli in early 2020. During this collaboration, Yamaha Music loaned her a Disklavier—a state-of-the-art player piano, capable of surpassing human capabilities in composition.

During the pandemic, Moran began composing with the Disklavier as her duet partner in isolation. The duets between Moran and the Yamaha Disklavier embody her pursuit of both technical precision and emotional resonance, creating an interplay between human performance and the Disklavier's automation, resulting in multi-layered compositions.

Influenced by both classical minimalism and contemporary electronic music, "Moves in the Field" serves as a bridge between two distinct musical worlds. Mixed and recorded by Dan Bora (known for his collaborations with Philip Glass), and mastered by Joshua Eustis of Telefon Tel Aviv, the album exemplifies Moran's bold artistic vision and technical prowess.

"Moves in the Field" marks a departure from Moran's previous works, positioning her in a compositional league of her own. The album explores themes of humanity versus technology and the interplay between technicality and musicality. Released under Warp Records, it firmly establishes Kelly Moran as a leading figure in modern music.

What sparked your transition from prepared piano to the Disklavier piano, and how did it inspire the new direction for "Moves in the Field"?

My last record was music for prepared piano and electronics that was based heavily in improvisation. When I set out to make a new record, I intended to make another album exploring prepared piano, but this time with more repetitive song structures and loop-based grooves to evolve the rhythmic feel of the previous record. All the music from Ultraviolet was so loose and unmetered, and I wanted to create music people could dance to. But unfortunately after I began writing the record in this direction, I became bored and uninspired by the prepared piano because the pandemic hit. I needed fresh inspiration to feel motivated, and working with the familiar sound of the prepared piano wasn’t doing it for me.

Around this time, Yamaha loaned me a disklavier player piano, and it provided a new way for me to compose and interact with the piano. I suddenly had a flood of new ideas that I wanted to explore, and it was then when I decided to abandon the prepared piano music and head in a fresh direction. 

The album title draws a connection to skating rudiments. How does this thematic element tie into the music and what role did the Disklavier play in bringing these movements to life?

I started figure skating as a hobby a few years ago, and all skaters learn basic patterns to master control over your blade edge. These patterns are called Moves in the Field, as the ice rink is often referred to as the field. You’re supposed to practice small simple patterns so you can build up your skills to achieve more intricate, difficult moves. I saw a lot of parallels in the process of learning to skate and learning how to play music - moves in the field are like scales and arpeggios for musicians.

When I started working with the disklavier, I would often record a simple pattern and then complicate it by adding layers, so it reminded me a lot of the practice of building up skating skills so you can skate more difficult elements.

How did you use the Disklavier in these compositions?

A Disklavier is a player piano that allows you to record your performance and have the piano play it back with expressive and dynamic accuracy. It uses an advanced system of MIDI to translate the touch of a pianist to MIDI information and have the playback sound identical to the performance that was played into it.

One of my favorite aspects of working with this piano is being able to listen to my music being played on the piano from the listener’s perspective. As a pianist, I can be very emotional and get swept up in the music I’m playing because it feels so good physically. But this doesn’t always sound the best from the listener’s perspective - some songs need more sensitivity and control, and I wouldn’t realize this if I weren’t able to listen back to my playing the way the disklavier plays back my performances. 

Did you encounter any challenges or revelations during the compositional process?

When working with a player piano, it’s very tempting to want to over-correct in the editing process. You have the ability to record a take and then delete all your wrong notes, or correct your dynamics. But the more you edit your playing, the less human it sounds, and I had to find a middle ground between perfection and expression.

Moves in the Field seems to bridge classical minimalism with modernized and synthesized textures found in electronic music. How did you balance these influences?

I like to write a lot of dancey patterns that might be found in techno or other dance music - I was working a lot with my synth arpeggiator on early versions of the music. It was fun sending these MIDI patterns to an acoustic piano because it’s the kind of music I would never physically play on the piano, but still sounds very satisfying to listen to. I used a sub bass as the only non-piano sound on the album just to add a bit of weight to the low end because I wanted to keep the focus on the purity of the acoustic piano sound.

The album is mixed and recorded by Dan Bora, known as Philip Glass' sound engineer. How did this collaboration impact the overall sound of Moves in the Field?

Philip Glass has been a huge inspiration for me as a composer and his music always sounds incredible. Because this record is more reliant on the acoustic piano sound and less on electronic elements (than a low of my past works) I wanted to try to work with an engineer who was very experienced in mixing classical music. Dan was extremely thorough and mathematical in his mixing, which is very different from my approach, but I learned so much from him about all the little ways you can make a piano sound better on a recording!

Kelly Moran, shot by Brandon Bowen

Does this album mark a departure from your previous works, defining a new sound? 

It doesn’t feel like a total departure to me, honestly. I’ve made a lot of records and most of them exist in their own unique sound world. This record felt like going back to my roots as a pianist, because piano was the first instrument I ever learned and so much of my experience as a composer has been about combining the piano with other sounds, or manipulating its sound in some way. I tried to restrain myself in some way by working only with the acoustic, natural sound of the piano as the main basis for the pieces, instead of relying on electronic or synthesized sounds.

As a musician, do you draw inspiration from other genres?

I listen to a lot of music, and most of it is not in the vein of music I write. I think I get most of my inspiration from artists who make music completely different to what I make. 

How do you tap into your creativity on particularly tough days?

Get out of your house, get your body moving. I like going on runs to clear my head and reset my energy. Make contact with a friend if you’ve been home alone all day. Even though I make most of my music alone, I don’t recommend letting yourself get too isolated from the world. It’s important to connect with other people and find purpose outside of your own creative practice.

What’s your top advice for artists who want to enter this industry?

In order to pursue music for a living, it has to be your main passion. I never allowed myself to entertain the possibility of doing anything but music for a living because I knew I would be miserable. You have to be in it for the right reasons.


  • Interview by ninakeh for shesaid.so


Moves in the Field is out now on Warp Records

Artist Spotlight: Crystal Murray

Crystal Murray, Photo by Ottilie Landmark

Parisian musician Crystal Murray has achieved notable success in her music career. She founded her own label, Spin Desire, providing a platform for up-and-coming artists. Additionally, she kickstarted a residency and club night at the renowned Paris venue, Silencio, and has appeared in campaigns for Vogue, Dazed, Paco Rabanne, and Diesel.

But with teenage years intertwined with the industry, Crystal felt stifled. “I got pushed in the ‘neo soul’ direction,” she says. “I was contending with this cliche of the ‘neo-soul woman’ – she's a Black girl with an afro. loved it, but it scared me too. At 16, I was trying to fit a box that wasn't mine – I wanted to rock shit out too.”

Emerging as a mercurial star with the 2020 EP "I Was Wrong," she expanded neo-soul boundaries with mature lyricism. Her 2021 hit "BOSS" and the 2022 EP "Twisted Bases" showcase her evolution in themes of messy relationships and vulnerability.

Crystal declared her revenge in the fierce song "PAYBACK," a preview of her debut album, Sad Lovers And Giants. At 22, Crystal rejects expectations, emphasizing a move towards authenticity in her music, described as tragic, theatrical, and cinematic.

Accompanying the album announcement is a visually stunning Charlotte Wales-directed music video for the new single "STARMANIAK" (out now), described as an anthem for those who feel walked over. Crystal is also set to host a special night at Beaubeaus, London in association with shesaid.so.

As Crystal embarks on this new phase of her career, the album promises to be a transformative experience, weaving together her lived experiences and offering a powerful narrative of emotional strength and release.

Your latest single, "STARMANIAK," addresses the challenges women face in today's society. Can you share more about the inspiration behind this song?

I wanted to highlights the struggles and challenges that many women face in today's society, particularly the pervasive issue of being over-sexualized, disrespected, and mistreated. My acknowledgment of the toxicity that some individuals, can perpetuate is important. Im talking about my own experiences but also shedding light on broader societal issues that need to be addressed.

What was it like collaborating with Charlotte Wales on the music video?

It was amazing, the idea of doing something bizarre came from Stephy Galvani my artistic director and myself. The song came from somewhere so pure and real that I didn’t want to make a visual just to look good, we wanted something that makes you uncomfortable and makes you re-watch the video to understand where it comes from. We pitched the idea to Charlotte and she brought it to a whole other level, that was visual, smart and slick.

Was there a memorable moment during the creation of your debut album, SAD LOVERS & GIANTS?

The whole making of the album was a moment really, when I’m focusing on something I enter this tunnel in my head and can’t get out. It was a lot of soul searching, rage turned to maturity, answers. It was a whole awakening for me. I think something really changed when Kyu Steed came in, I had worked for a little year already but it really helped me find the right direction for it.

What's your top networking tip to connect with a record label?

Mmmm, I think really try to understand if they understand your work and your vision. Ask yourself if you’re ready or if you need a little more time without a label. Cause once you have a whole team, to have the result you need, you need to know exactly where you want to go.

What's your favourite/least favourite thing about making music?

My favourite thing is going on stage, I love the connection I get to have with the public and my musicians and that’s where I really find answers, it’s like therapy for me. And I know exactly why Im making music, I love it.

My least favourite thing is promoting my work. I find it sometimes hard to explain 2 years of work through few questions - and answers, it can get a bit frustrating. Sometimes it feels a bit meaningless. When you try to make it as clear as possible in your music and visuals and give 100% of your emotions in it. But It’s a part of the game, I guess.

How do you overcome creative blocks?

By surrounding myself with the right minds, I believe if you federate yourself around beautifully artistic people, your creative mind will always flow. Being in an environment where people appreciate and engage in artistic expression can help stimulate your imagination and encourage innovative thinking. I always try to surround myself with people or circles where I feel energized and inspired by the creativity around me.

Tips for musicians/songwriters who are just starting in the industry?

Follow your guts, and surround yourself with the right people who understand where you want to go. And really have fun with your music, we do this for art, for emotions, for feelings. If you’re doing it for something else just don’t do it.

3 women that influenced your music

ESG, this group of women that really made me get out of my comfort zone, on stage I always had this punk rock energy and could never find it in the studio. ESG made me get this part out of me.

Ouri riou is an artist, musician, and producer that worked on my album. I really love her because I would start some songs and she would finish them with such warmth, we would finish with some really crazy pop/ rock songs but with so much air and light.

And Macy Gray will always be my one and only (since I was a little girl).

3 things you can't live without in your bag

My vogues, my block note, my swords ( I have these little silver swords, they’re very tiny) they’re my lucky charms. Everything is little cause I like little bags lol.

STARMANIAK Out Now

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OUT MAY 31st


CRYSTAL MURRAY & SHESAID.SO 

Presents STARMANIAK RELEASE PARTY

In conversation with Charlotte Wales 

Plus live performances (Crystal Murray) & DJ sets (Emma Korantema, Broodooramses)

BeauBeaus 4 - 6 Gravel Lane, E1 7AW

The event is free but guests must RSVP via this link.

Panel discussion will start at 6:30 pm sharp so make sure you are there to grab your seat.

Up Next: ANANYA

Ananya’s Photo by Sophia French

Ananya, the Zimbabwean-born rising singer/songwriter based in London, is a multi-talented artist excelling in music. Her latest single, "Macy Gray," pays homage to the legendary artist and is part of her debut EP, "I Woke Up One Night." With over half a million streams, the EP features hit tracks like "Bad for You" and "Gone (Forever)," showcasing Ananya's emotive vocals and reflective songwriting.

Beyond music, Ananya co-founded The Nani Wellness Project to raise awareness about mental health issues in Zimbabwe. This showcases Ananya as a notable presence in the global music scene, combining her musical talent with a commitment to creative expression and mental health advocacy.

If you had to pick one song from your new EP to introduce someone to your music, which one would it be and why?

I think it’d have to be ‘macy gray’. I’m often back and forth when it comes to my favorite song from ‘i woke up one night’, but I tend to lean towards the more vulnerable, melancholic tracks. I think that ‘macy gray’ really encompasses a common feeling and tackles the concept that although tough, remembering the truth, rather than only the good, is vital in moving on. 

What's the weirdest inspiration you've drawn for a song?

Throughout this EP, being inspired by my dreams was a new point. It’s something that hadn’t ever happened to me, but I welcomed it with open arms when it came. It started with ‘bad for you’ when I woke up from a nightmare; I dreamed about disloyalty, which turned out to be very much true. It’s my weirdest inspiration - I still have a hard time explaining to people that I discovered the truth from a dream.

What advice would you give to young people wanting to become music producers/singer-songwriters etc

I’m still figuring this out but I try to create what feels most authentic to me, and work that I’m excited and passionate about.

Name one artist or genre that has influenced you/your music

I’m a massive Swiftie.. Taylor Swift has influenced both me and my music. She not only taught me songwriting but also the importance of filling songs with wit and power. Her role as a woman in music is inspiring, and I admire her full dedication to everything she pursues.

How do you overcome creative blocks? 

I’m still learning about overcoming creative blocks, but something that has been working for me lately is journaling and meditation. I have this superstition that if I stop focusing on overcoming my creative block, inspiration comes to me. 

What's one thing you hope your fans take away from listening to your debut EP?

I hope that anyone listening feels that they have something to relate to, and something to act as a companion to in life’s very real scenarios.


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Artist Spotlight: Merry Lamb Lamb

Hong Kong-born, London-based musician Merry Lamb Lamb has crafted a distinctive and vibrant artistic identity. Her trilingual music weaves together English, Cantonese, and Mandarin, each language revealing a different facet of her personality.

Growing up in Hong Kong and later moving to Toronto, Merry Lamb Lamb faced the challenges of being one of the few East Asian students. Encouraged by her now-creative director, Lung, Merry taught herself Ableton and began her musical journey.

Genesis, her 2022 debut album, explored eclectic '80s pop and thumping house, while its follow-up, Exodus, took a bolder, more club-oriented direction. Beyond her musical talent, Merry Lamb Lamb's visual arts background attracted collaborations with Gucci, Moschino, Chanel, and Acne Studios.

Merry Lamb Lamb joined forces with Miso Extra, and aimei 媚 to create their electronic pop gem, 'Better' - a track expressing resilience after heartbreak, which carries a message of optimism for the future.

The project emerged from a 3-day writing camp organized by Platoon’s 'She Runs The Board,' shesaid.so, and ESEA Music. The project highlights the East and South East Asian music community's female producers, songwriters, and engineers, aiming to elevate and increase visibility for women in the industry.

What's your new song “Better” with Miso Extra & aimei 媚 about and what do you hope listeners take from it?

The song is about a failed relationship that you once spend and you thought that they are going to be the love of your life. You started to get very deep into them and they have been very manipulative and toxic. The worst part is that you feel like you're starting to lose yourself. So you want to get out of this relationship, and to be better without them basically.

I think the song is so special to me, because sometimes life is not about love. There are friends and family that will always be rooting for you, they will always support you. The song “Better” is just not solely dealing with this person, just that. It’s to realise that you have a fragile side of yourself, and you're capable to face your past and to learn from the lessons you have, and to be strong and independent and to be better without them. I think this is “Better” for me.

Name one artist that has influenced you and your music.

When I first started music production, I looked up to Grimes a lot. I remember that I saw one of her performance videos - she was performing her song ‘Oblivion’ on YouTube at one of the very big festivals. I was blown away because she was controlling everything all by herself, from drum machines to synthesisers and to singing and dancing with her dancers. It's just the fact that she does everything herself - from music production to music videos. The DIY style and the way she works with everything is just so admirable and I looked up her a lot. I hope that one day Merry Lamb Lamb could be very strong and independent like her.

If you had to pick one song to introduce someone to music, which one would it be?

I think a very good introduction song to Merry Lamb Lamb’s world will definitely be ‘Empathy’ because I just love talking about a lot of my soft spot to people. These are really common topics that I asked myself a lot growing up as a person.

The song is about feeling very misplaced everytime, from moving from place to place. Sometimes, I wanted to seek for help, maybe just one hug. "I felt very lonely and left out sometimes. I love how the song's (vibe) is so different because the music is so dancey, yet it has very vulnerable lyrics, which I love. What I love about dance music, it's just how it pulls up your heartstrings so much. It just gives you the power to dance to it and listen to it from a club situation, to a long ride solitudes. This is ‘Empathy’ for you.

What’s your top tip for artists who want to follow this industry?

It is very important to not to be afraid to put up sounds that you feel they are not 100% to perfection. To me, there's no such thing as 100% perfect song. As a musician, you will grow day by day and you will learn from mistakes. When you put out songs, listeners do actually love honesty and rawness from music that you've done, music that will feel real about you. So don't be afraid to put out songs.

When you start to write more and you look back to what you have produced or what wrote in the past, you will be like “oh, actually, I’ve been through that faze and I'm glad that I put out the song at that certain time”. You will feel more grown up. You will realise what you’ve been through from the beginning to now. As a musician, it’s a very beautiful thing to know your past and to be honest to people.


‘Better’ is out 16th February 2024

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Merry Lamb Lamb

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aimei 媚

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Member Spotlight #7: Sarah McBriar

Sarah’s work is a no-brainer for her. After traveling the world and working/learning with others in the festival industry she identified a need, channeled her passion and created her own version. Sarah’s audio, visual and arts festival, AVA Festival, will be in it’s third year this June.

The multifaceted structure and creative energy that pours from the festival comes from the best origin story there is: a group of friends coming together to do what they love and know best. Talking to Sarah, you get a real sense of confidence and willingness to dive in no matter the challenge. Passion is the driver, the rest will fall in line…

By: Zoe M

What was your experience like starting off in your career? Were you anxious, passionate, confident?

Sarah McBriar: When I started I had a lot of fun! I have always cared a lot about my work — so being passionate about what I do is really important to me. Like anything, the unknown is fun, and slightly scary but that’s what gets you really into it!

You’re coming up on the third edition of your Northern Ireland audio, visual and arts festival — AVA Festival… can you compare your first year of the festival with this latest edition? How have you grown and what have you learned since you first started up?

The Festival has grown a lot. When we started back in 2015, it was really all mates, both the DJs and attendees. Now — going into year 3, we are really honoured to continue to grow and invite International artists such as Jeff Mills and Marcel Dettmann, and continue to book the best emerging talent and established talent in Ireland.

What inspired you to start your own festival? How does AVA set itself apart or what is the overall goal of the festival?

I had worked on festivals in mainland UK, at Glastonbury, Block 9, MIF (Manchester International Festival) and Warehouse Project. I had travelled to many in Europe too, Sonar etc. I wanted to create a truly creative electronic music festival, merging the music with the visual art. I didn’t think that one existed in Northern Ireland, and I wanted to create a platform for all of the incredible talent coming out of Ireland, as there was so much — for those within Northern Ireland and those who had left but were doing great things elsewhere… a reason to come back and showcase their work. So AVA was a response to wanting to create this.

Working in the festival circuit, there obviously comes that time of the year when a festival is nearing its start-date and things get particularly crazy — what are some things you to do keep your wits about you?

Exercise. Chocolate. Yoga & meditation (need to do more of that!) Laughing with my Girlfriends.

How have the positions you held in the past set you up for success in running AVA Festival and/or starting your own festival?

My previous experience has played a huge part in setting me up. I worked for the Block 9 team for 6 months on Glastonbury which in my opinion is the best festival in the world, it’s a mini city set up for 5 days — it’s incredible. I supported the core team and assisted the producer, working on the pre-production, understanding the level of detail required and the time it takes, along with on-site experience. I also worked for MIF [mentioned above] which is such an incredible event, across 3 weeks — across the city, a combination of interesting spaces, arts & music and International debuts of work! It really is one of the best. I worked across a series of events on the operation side in a voluntary capacity and again learnt from the scale and variation of the projects and sites.
Similarly, I was part of a team who developed a tourism project within City in Manchester, which grew across 4 years. I learnt a lot about teamwork, marketing, staff and operations and the business side of things which really taught me the other side of running a festival — and the major challenge of staying within budget.
I have also lived in a number of cities… Belfast, Manchester, London, Barcelona and Vancouver — learning lots about different cultures and art forms, and about tourism; all areas which really feed into developing a festival!

What are the most important takeaways you’ve been able to transfer from these past experiences to running the AVA Fest?

1. Have a core ethos, both in how you programme and how you manage — and keep to it! It is what you are and what you will be long-term!
2. Develop strong relationships that last long term — value you them, they stick with you.
3. You have to watch your budget every day.
4. Enjoy it. If it doesn’t make you happy — something isn’t right!

If you could pick one — what artist, that you’re featuring at the festival, are you particularly excited about?

Jeff Mills [also mentioned above] — he is debuting a lighting and live project with the incredible Parisian lighting designer Guillaume Marmin — I can’t wait to see this.
… Also Fatima Yamaha and New Jackson!

What are some lesser-known, but equally amazing festivals out there that we should know about?

Sacred Ground in Berlin, Field Maneueuvres and Love International!

Why do you think we’ve seen the popularity of festivals rise on the recently? Do you think it has to do with the live music aspect? Brand partnerships? What’s your insight/take on this?

I think the whole industry has grown. I think people love to experience music in a live capacity, as music is so easily and readily downloaded, people seek the live experience now. The growth of the sector, the opportunities there are for festivals, interesting spaces and live acts has all led to the growth of festivals.

What are you currently listening to on repeat?

Hammer’s latest track: MANAKA
New Jackson’s latest track: ANYAS PIANO

Who/what gives you strength?

Great vibes, great music, a class team, amazing friends!

What else should we know about you or what you’re currently working on?

The AVA emerging talent competitions are super special. Since starting in 2015, we have found some serious talent!
PLUME is a collaborative project I work on with Oisin O’Brien where we create art directed, high impact visuals, installation amongst other things- it’s super exciting work and was born out of working together on the festival.

The AVA Festival runs for June 2–3 in Belfast.

Tickets here | Lineup here | Watch the AVA highlights of 2016 here